blackcatx69

05:34 pm: im actually saying goodbye to my LJ..i have a xanga now, cause thats what us cool kids do.

www.xanga.com/x1fallenstar1x

04:00 pm: ahh havent updated much.


lets just say i feel like im dying..still.

i had to go to the hospital wednesday night..aj took me and my mom and rob over to the er.. My temp was up to 103.1 again, i can hardly eat anything, i have strep throat/tonsillitus so bad, its not even funny..and my back was hurting, and the doctor said it could have been my kidneys being effed up from the high fever, but over at the er they said they dont think it was..so thats good..i dont think ive ever slept this much..i pretty much sleep all day...like i just woke up at 2:15 cause rob had to get ready for work and i wanted to spend some time with him, im gonna ATTEPMT to eat something again, and then im gonna go back to sleep, probably until around the time he gets home from work tonight..then we'll watch a scary movie, being that its friday the 13th and all..and then ill go BACK to sleep. it sucks, its boring..and im not allowed back to work til monday, so im gonna be out 4 days pay.. this fucking blows.

thats it.. im gonna go now

06:48 pm: So today i joined LA fitness lol.. The guys are always harassing the people/employees at target to join, so i finally gave in and joined.. vicki joined yesterday, so i'll have a gym buddy.. its gonna be fun..and we're gonna be sexy hahaha im a loser.

im gonna go to the club tonight i think..and DORI might go. woot! i havent hung out with her in foreverrrrr...im happy. <3

the end.

09:13 am: omgggggg *orgasm*
MSI is fucking coming back around here.. I wanna go dammit. allentowns about an hour away i think..i wanna go with AJ but if he doesnt wanna go, i HAVE to find someone nice enough to drive me <3

damn, someone me and robs phone bill is like 434.00...i went over by 1000 texts (thats only outgoing, they didnt tell me how many incoming texts i used), and i went over on my minutes.. thank god that we now have in-messaging! pretty much all the cool people i text have verizon..so i'll never go over texting again woot. haha i think i talk to much. :-/

I wanna get my sounds of the underground tickets too either this weekend or on my next pay..

i forgot mothers day is coming up, so im giving my dad 100 bucks to put towards concert tickets to take my mom to see neil diamond, since i had to idea what to give her..so yeah..im already counting the money i have to give out when i get paid on friday..hopefully ill still have a couple hundred for me :)

well i got work @ 10 so im out.

mucho hearts<3

01:39 pm:

Your Taste in Music:

90's Alternative: Medium Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

90's Rock: Medium Influence

Alternative Rock: Medium Influence

Punk: Medium Influence

Adult Alternative: Low Influence

Classic Rock: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Progressive Rock: Low Influence

Ska: Low Influence

had a fun night last night. was trashed off my ass. got home @ 9:30 am. the end.

11:02 am: havent updated in a while..
monday was nancys funeral (my poppop's wife)..went to that instead of work..met my cousins for the 1st time. my cousins are pretty cool..mark came back to our house with us. After the funeral my parents went to atlantic city for the night..so me joey and mark decided to have a party. Mark made a bowl in my grandfathers woodshop haha it fucking rocked. Anyway. By the end of the night, we had me, joey, mark, rob,jack, russ (guy from the club that i met like once. lmao), AARON <3 (havent seen him in forever) and eric and aj stopped by for a bit...it was fun. I was so trashed..i dont remember everything, but I remember russ kicking my ass in pool and almost falling down the back steps (good thing eric n aj were sitting there)..t'was a fun night. haha. Tuesday i went to work still a little buzzed, it was hillarious, brian thought it was funny. Then i felt like SHIT when it wore off. i wanted to die lol. i dont remember what i did tuesday night lol..i suck at remembering things. yesterday i worked 8-4:30..got a good team member card thing from scott.. he doesnt hate me anymore, and as much as i hate to say it, he's actually kinda cool now...he asked me to "remind him today that he has to call his dad cause its his birthday" lol.. hmm after work i attempted to lay down for a bit, but it didnt work, couldnt sleep again..so i called teena. me, her, and james went to the ohara carnival.. It was so fun... me and teena flipped like 2859652 times on the zipper.. and then teena made me and james go on some gay ride so that i could get off and go back on with her.. the 1st time i was on they kept it running for like 15 mins..and it was GAYYY so i was like NO WAY am i going back on that, teena. lol...then on the pirate ship, the nasty carnie guy ATTEMPTED to read my shirt (i was wearing my vegan pride one that says "GOT PUS? MILK DOES) he looks at my shirt all close and creepy and was like "got puss?!" and i was like "Got a dictionary?!" haha it was funny as hell. i hate carnies lol...after the carnival we came back to my house, james left, teena picked up briana from my mom since she was babysitting her, and then she left. I went right to sleep a little after 10 casue i felt really really sick..it sucked. im okay now though..eric thinks im mad at him though when im deffinately NOT..i <3 eric, he's one of the coolest people ever..

err i work 2-7 today.. come visit me people. ill be bored.

02:42 pm: i'm kinda upset.

I downloaded "say hello to sunshine" (the title track from Finch's new cd..coming out on MY birthday)..and it fucking blows. If their whole cd is that terrible, i'm going to have to promote MSI as my new favorite band..

i downloaded "brother bleed brother" a while ago, and I like that song, but its not the same as the old finch..

old finch was so much better.

*sigh*

03:02 pm: Awesome. so far theres 15 people in 3 different rafts going whitewater rafting. its gonna rock.

List of who's going:
Me
Joey
Rob
Jack
My Mom
My Dad
Helen
Her 2 kids
Their friend
Aj
Eric
Paul
2 of Aj's Friends.

its gonna be soo awesome haha. i cant wait.
the weekend of june 24 25 and 26 is gonna be awesome!..especially the 26 since a bunch of us are going to leave at like 7am to get back to philly in time for the sounds of the underground tour..

okay
the end
for real
<33

01:49 pm: went to nocturne last night with two of my new favorite people. haha. (eric and paul). <33 Seen Billiam and Justin there <3 got hugged by some guy..russell i think? he was nice too. thats about it.. i'm supposed to work until tuesday, but i have to get off for monday, i have a funeral to go to :( My grandfathers wife passed away a few days ago.. :( she was such an awesome person too..she was the most honest person i know, and alot of people hated her for it cause she always said was she was thinking and usually came off as a bitch.. i'll miss her haha. this weekend is gonna be gay. I work til close the whole weekend.. aj eric and paul will be up in MA for metalfest..grr i wanna go.. i get paid tomorrow and i have to pay 140.00 for my phone bill, and i owe my parents 50.00..I wanna get my permit renewed , but im gonna wait till after the weekend cause aj is going to take me and teach me to park..cause i suck. hmm..thats about it.

the end
<33

11:52 pm: Never grow up!

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01:07 am:

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11:34 am: quick update.

msi was amazing.. it was me, joey, rob, eric, aj, paul, jack, and erics bitch of of girlfriend..first band was crazy, the singer was some nasty chick who like made all these people from the crowd get naked on stage, and she like rode the one guy haha.. the 2nd band wasnt too too bad, i didnt pay too much attention cause of all the drama going on (like me going after erics girlfriend, that was funny..shes a bitch.) .. when msi came on we were in the pit the whole time, i crowd surfed a few times, the last time i did like 2 flips and hit my head onto someone elses REALLY hard, and now my jaw is still hurting from it.. :( they played alot of new songs, so it was awesome cause they didnt play the SAME songs like the last 2 times i seen them..i like the new cd...after the show we went to tom jones..the way there was sooo fun with eric and paul ahaha STOP BEATING ME!!! lmfao.. anyways thatwhole day was fun. yesterday i had work and stuff, then i hung out with james and jill for a while, then brandon came over.. jill left around 10 or so, then me jame and brandon and his friend drove around..we all want brandons cock. ahahaha LMAO (brandon stole a rooster (A BIG ONE) and was taking it everywhere seeing if anyone wanted to pet his cock haha) ..we met up with vicki and nicole at the MOST AMAZING LAUNDROMAT EVVVERRRR haha. it was big. me and brandon were going to steal the table but they wouldnt let us..we stole the sign instead... he almost got us killed on the way there.and then some black lady in a station wagon pulled up next to us and she was cracking up about how we were driving and then brandon asked if she liked his cock haha.. omg such a fun night...

im off today, dont have plans until later, im going to some play with eric for his classes or something. fun fun

callll me i need something to do.

the end.
<3

07:02 am: I have the coolest friends.

Yesterday Eric gave me a mix cd that he made, and it rocks <33 Vegetarian bond for life. haha.

Today i work 8 til 4, then MSI..fuck yeah. im excited..couldn't sleep last night..im such a little kid. haha.

12:36 am: (x)smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( )been arrested
(x)made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( )used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( )felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x)been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x (tofutti!)) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x)hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x(as a joke obviusly))pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x)squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x)worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x at linvilla orchards a long time ago)) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x)worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x the first one haha im a fucking loser) have a Brittany Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x)been kicked out of your house(for like..an hour)


i didnt realize ive done so much. :)

05:04 pm: im so confused. ..I'm into someone who is into me, but we are both in the "same boat" relationship wise...its weird..I had a fun time at south street yesterday..and today i was out with jack and lorraine, we went to target, and i got that weird butterflies-in-my-stomach type feeling..ackkk. im kinda excited though cause we're supposed to hang out on wednesday..he's a sweet guy...okay, going to the carnival now.

<3
mandaaa

02:53 am: I cant fucking take it anymore

Whenever i bring up the emails to rob, he flips shit. He acts like im fucking stupid..

12:38 am: had a good night. 'specially the end of it.

my new ink rocks

check it out, i have a pic in myspace..or IM me
..im not telling my parents or joey about it though.. my parents will freak, and joey will rat me out

10:07 am: Its friiiiday. *dance*
haha.

im a nerd :(

Vicki will be here soon to take to to Tarjeh..im getting my movies..and if theyre not there still, ill be pissed. lol.

Its not raining so that mean south street is the plan. *dances again*


today shall be a good day. <3

02:21 am: Okay, so the final plan is this...

.x. Wake up around 9
.x. Get picked up by vicki at 1030
.x. Go to target to pick up my dvds (Willy wonka and the wizard of oz for 20.00 .. cant beat it.)
.x. Come home and get ready
.x. Meet up with James around 330 .. (Im excited for this part.)
.x. Hang out..dont exactly know what we're doing yet.
.x. At 5:00 vicki gets off of work, so we're going to meet up with her
.x. Me, James, Vicki, and possibly eric, marc and nicole are going to studio one
.x. I'm getting a tattoo, vicki is getting pierced, and eric may get something done too
.x. Hopefully it isn't raining so we can go to south street
.x. I gotta buy some new clothes.. and I wanna buy an outfit to wear to the club if I go on wed.
.x. Dont know the plan after that


I hope everything goes as planned..i wanna have a good day tomorrow..its weird because i'm nervous and excited at the same time.<3

..cant sleep again.. haha.

01:53 pm: Last night was so fun! Like I posted earlier, me, jack, eric and 2 of his friends went to nocturne..Last time i went I was with Jill and we didn't dance much, but last night we danced the whole time and I had a lot of well-deserved fun. :) My hair looks hotttt too, by the way...I dont know whats going on for tomorrow though, me and vicki were supposed to get tattooed, but now im not sure if i am, because vicki cant afford it right now cause of a high phone bill or something..and i dont wanna be the only one getting inked again, so i'll just wait for the next paycheck i guess :) oh well, hopefully we'll all hang out still, it'll rock. <3

...gotta get ready for work..<3

come visit me and ill love you forevvverrrr... 4-close @ the wonderful tarjeh.

-manda